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Prompt Post 1

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At least one of the characters in your prompt must have been in Captain America: The First Avenger or Captain America: The Winter Soldier.

As of May 3, 2014, the spoiler policy is no longer in effect.

Update, April 22, 2014:
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Bucky/Steve - Stubborn Love

(Anonymous) 2014-10-17 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
When we were young, we did enough
When it got cold, we bundled up
I can't be told, it can't be done

It's better to feel pain, than nothing at all
The opposite of love's indifference

So keep your head up, keep your love

Re: Bucky/Steve - Stubborn Love

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Steve/Bucky, getting to know each other again in the 21st century

(Anonymous) 2014-10-18 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not the same man you knew, Steve."

"Then let me get to know the man you are now."

Natasha is Bucky's daughter (Steve/Bucky optional)

(Anonymous) 2014-10-18 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Turns out not everything is online. Although the files are hard to find, many of them destroyed, eventually Steve/the Avengers/Bucky himself, finds a really obscure source, who mentions that while he was being passed around as a blunt weapon, someone thought it would be cool to have and train Winter Soldier's children.

The breeding program lasted just long enough to produce one child, a girl who was reared by the Red Room.

BONUS: I'd like to see Bucky and Natasha being the least perturbed by this. He's dealt with being a weapon for longer than most people are alive, she's been trained from birth to be an assassin; the fact that she's the product of one of his handlers being less than sane isn't perhaps the most comforting knowledge, but it's hardly the worst news either of them have ever gotten. So, they resolve to go get some greasy Russian food and a frozen bottle of vodka, to get some familial bonding going, while the Avengers freak the fuck out. I would dearly love it if Steve started going absolutely bonkers.

Re: Natasha is Bucky's daughter (Steve/Bucky optional)

(Anonymous) 2014-10-19 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I love this idea. I saw a fic like this a while back that was an mpreg fic, but mpreg is really really not my thing, so I'd love to see a more realistic version of this idea.

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Captain America & The Losers Crossover, just a little bit cracky

(Anonymous) 2014-10-18 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I really like crossovers with two characters played by the same actor, and Jensen's line about being a "secret government experiment" just screams cap universe.

I keep thinking about a crossover where, maybe, at some point, a really patriotic scientist had the bright idea to try and clone Steve, and Jensen was the result. I just find the idea of them meeting really funny, because they would totally be little shits together and piss everyone off.

Re: Captain America & The Losers Crossover, just a little bit cracky

(Anonymous) 2014-12-14 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
*HAND SHOOTS UP* I WANT THIS SO, SO BADLY. OMG. I just watched the Losers and I'm terribly obsessed with the film. Combining it with my ever-present love of all things Captain America (and the awesome clone trope)? HELL YES.

Steve/Bucky, gentle!dom Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-10-18 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
pre-war, post-tws, in a military base, AU, whatever. specifics (spanking? light bondage? pinning down? don't-talk rules?) also whatever. motivation (to get steve to take pressure off himself? to help bucky feel safe and in control of his body? just because it's fun?) also whatever. i just want bucky gently, tenderly, lovingly pushing steve around and am not picky about what form that takes.

Re: Steve/Bucky, gentle!dom Bucky

(Anonymous) 2014-10-19 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
Seconded so hard.

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Steve/Bucky, Bucky's not a fan of Captain America

(Anonymous) 2014-10-19 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I killed more people for you than I did for HYDRA. I killed them so that they wouldn't kill you, so that my Stevie didn't have to. But I won't be Captain America's gun."

OR Bucky resigns from the Avengers.

Bonus: happy ending.
Double bonus: it happens post a mission during which Bucky stopped Steve from blowing up a HYDRA base, and negotiates their surrender.

Re: Steve/Bucky, Bucky's not a fan of Captain America

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Gen or Steve/Bucky or Steve/Sam, Steve needs to eat a ridiculous amount of food because of the serum

(Anonymous) 2014-10-19 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
The serum gave Steve a 4x faster metabolism, which is why he can't get drunk. But that should also mean he needs to eat 4x as much, right? That means 10,000 calories a day, minimum - probably more after a busy day superheroing.

Bucky and/or Sam and/or Nat and/or Tony tease him for needing to eat constantly, but are also supportive and makes sure he gets his nutrition.

Optional: Bucky views making sure Steve eats enough as a way of still taking care of him now that he's not sick anymore.

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(Anonymous) 2015-03-04 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Loved this prompt so I filled it :)


Steve retires, Bucky doesn't

(Anonymous) 2014-10-19 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I seen a lot of stories and prompts where Bucky is one with the fighting and goes to a civilian lifestyle and Steve stays fighting and in many of them Steve is negative about Buky's choice. So I would like to see the opposite, Steve is tired of fighting, tired of being Captain America and he retires in order to live life for awhile and learn what he likes doing. Bucky on the other hand remains fighting (weather as the winter Soilder, captain America, with SHEILD, with the Avengers or just himself, your choice) and he doesn't understand Steve's choice.

Re: Steve retires, Bucky doesn't

(Anonymous) 2016-04-18 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
I seen a lot of stories and prompts where Bucky is one with the fighting and goes to a civilian lifestyle and Steve stays fighting and in many of them Steve is negative about Buky's choice.

Steve really is not the same person either

(Anonymous) 2014-10-19 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I just want something that focuses on the fact that Steve has changed, he's angrier, he's more suspicious and he's harder then he was before. While he never was a soft person or an easy person he is much harder after everything that has happened, so I would just like them to deal with the fact that as much as Bucky has been changed, as much as he can never be the person Steve remembers, Steve isn't the person he remembers either.

Re: Steve really is not the same person either

(Anonymous) 2014-11-11 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)

Winter Soldier/Howard Stark, Violence, Non-con/Rape

(Anonymous) 2014-10-22 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
Right after WWII, when the WS still clearly looked (and acted) more like Bucky his handlers sent him on his first overseas mission ~ Howard Stark. It was a test to see if the WS would hurt someone Bucky had considered a friend, and to see if the WS could follow orders well enough to inflict serious suffering without killing the target. The WS assaults/non-cons Howard until he's a beaten and traumatized, barely conscious, mess.

Bonus points for "Bucky"'s persona trying to surface during the attack. The WS hesitates/has to take a moment to get his head together = Howard getting false hope that Bucky will stop.

Doubly awful bonus points for very-young-Agent!Pierce "consoling" Howard in the hospital when he wakes up and convincing him that the assailant must have just looked like someone he knew. During the assault Howard is CERTAIN that Bucky is the WS but he got knocked around enough that afterward he can't be COMPLETELY sure, especially when Pierce, and all his doctors, are gently telling him that he's crazy.

I do love some angsty "WHAT HAVE I DONE??"!Bucky in the present-day when he gets his memories back, but whichever way you'd would like to write it: as a nasty flashback for a recovering Bucky or as it's happening, possibly Howard's POV, or both, it's all good!

Winter Soldier/Natasha, imprinting, dub con

(Anonymous) 2014-10-22 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Natasha is afraid of the Winter Soldier. So when Bucky comes in from the cold and starts living in the Tower with them, she seeks him out and seduces him. Because once you get a man's pants off, he's just human. And it's good. He's hot, he can go for hours, he's trainable and eager to please. She pretends she doesn't care that it's almost too easy, that she just took advantage of someone vulnerable, who barely understands what happened. She tells herself it's only fair, it doesn't matter that the monster is really just a scared, confused kid, he hurt her first.

But now he thinks she's the greatest thing ever. He thinks he belongs to her. Not *boyfriend* because *boyfriend* is for real people who are loved, he's just happy she finds him useful.

She slowly gets to know him and starts to fall for him too.

Bonus No one wants Steve to find out

Re: Winter Soldier/Natasha, imprinting, dub con

(Anonymous) 2014-10-23 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooh, this sounds interesting, both from his or her POV! *camps out on prompt*

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Bucky/Tony post-TWS, touch issues, tech kink

(Anonymous) 2014-10-23 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
So in some universe's future, Bucky/Winter Soldier ends up hanging around with the Avengers basically by default (because Steve does).

Bucky has some of his memories back, but he's still the Winter Soldier more than he's Sgt. Barnes. After years of torturous training he's both touch-starved and unable to handle touch. He/everyone works out that he can handle it if he's the one doing the touching AND if he uses the metal arm - he's still Soldier enough that its power & invulnerability reassures him. (Being weaponless is a failure; failure is punished. The arm is a weapon that cannot be taken from him.)

For whatever reason they do convince him to get the metal arm checked out, and Tony is the only one he can trust even a little bit (no regular doctors, nobody from the military) so Tony gets the job of playing doctor/mechanic with a super-assassin's biotechnical weapon/arm.

He tolerates Tony poking around in it reasonably well, once he trusts that Tony isn't going to damage it, he's going to maintain and (potentially) improve it.

And Tony? What Tony excels at is compartmentalising. Sure, there's a dangerous ex-Hydra assassin attached to this arm who has major trust issues and a tragic backstory, but right now is engineering time and this is a fascinating piece of work. Really quite innovative, especially considering the time period in which it was originally built and the limits of the human components. ...Not that he couldn't do better, of course. Tony can totally do better. Here, check out these five simple tricks to reduce weight and friction, resist chemical reaction, and improve flexibility and nerve connection! And redecoration; that's an option, too. How does Bucky feel about red and gold - kidding, kidding, stop growling like that!

Thus Bucky, who's naturally noted everybody being a little leery of his enhanced arm, and - as Barnes increases - is a little self-conscious about the way it looks but still doesn't want to give up how much better he feels when he uses it with people, meets the one person who's not just okay with it but who clearly really likes it and wants to do lovely, involved, hours-long things with it.

Gimme trust being developed, lots of mechanicking, and Bucky's confidence/safety being linked to the arm and the reassurance it gives him!

Natasha/Bucky, pegging

(Anonymous) 2014-10-23 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
Basically what it stays on the tin. Natasha bending post-WS Bucky over something and pegging him, and he loves every second of it.

-Light D/s (gentle top Nat), or
-Threesome w/ Bucky blowing Steve while getting pegged

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(Anonymous) 2014-10-23 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
The second bonus, hnnngghh!

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past rape, Bucky + Steve

[personal profile] tigriswolf 2014-10-24 12:17 am (UTC)(link)

So, post-Cap2, after the ex-Winter Soldier (who doesn't think of himself as Bucky, yet) has either been found, allowed himself to be found, or gone to Steve on his own (up to author).

Just. Anything that leads to the ex-Winter Soldier saying this to Steve:

“You can use me, if you want to. My mouth or my ass. They did.”

Fill: past rape, Bucky + Steve

(Anonymous) 2014-10-24 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
You've actually filled a number of my prompts, so I wanted to write this for you. Hopefully, it's at least something like enjoyable.


Bucky had good days and bad days.

Most of the time, he lingered somewhere in the middle. Apathetic and quiet and firmly without an opinion. The first few times Steve asked him to make a decision were a disaster, resulting in a panicked, wild-eyed Bucky. Direct orders weren't allowed, but multiple options were something they would have to work their way up to, Sam had warned.

Steve could probably write a book on all of Sam's warnings, actually.

The bad days were almost welcomed, just to break the stifling silence. On the bad days, Bucky had an opinion, had a voice. Both were often expressed violently and loudly, but they were there and they were his. On the bad days, Bucky was of the opinion that Steve was a delusion at best, or an enemy at worst. Steve's walls were scarred with knife wounds and cracked plaster in the shape of fists. He didn't mind.

After the fits ended, Steve would let Bucky cling to him. Would welcome it, smiling through the split lip, and cling back just as tightly, running a hand down his back or through his hair, soothing him. Not hushing him. Never hushing. Bucky spent too long in a muzzle and Steve will never imply that he shouldn't use his voice, even when he was using it to scream.

The good days, though...the good days made everything worth it.

On the good days Steve got to see Bucky's teeth when he smiled, as opposed to when he snarled. He got to hear hints of a Brooklyn drawl, instead of a stilted, rough Russian accent. The shoulder that Steve wrapped his arm around didn't tense and Bucky didn't flinch if he moved too quickly.

Today had been a good day.

...Steve had thought today was a good day.

Today Bucky had remembered Coney Island and rubbing Steve's back as he threw up. Bucky remembered treating Steve to baseball games whenever he had spare money. Bucky remembered working two or three jobs at a time to make sure he had spare money. Bucky remembered stealing food and medicine when there wasn't enough money at all.

Today Bucky remembered that he used to be the one to take care of Steve. Remembered that he used to be useful for something other than killing.

And that's when it stopped being a good day.

"I'm not a fucking invalid, Rogers!"

Steve ducked another glass aimed at his head and let it shatter against the wall. Sometimes, it made Bucky feel better to break things. Steve knew the feeling.

"Don't look at me like that. I swear to god Steve, don't you fucking look at me like that!"

Steve didn't know how he looked at Bucky. All he knew was that he did it too often and Bucky hated it, but Steve didn't know how not to look at him.

"Give me something here, Stevie. God, please, just tell me what you want from me. Anything."

But Steve never knew what to tell him. Because all Steve wanted was for Bucky to get better and that wasn't something Steve could give him, it was something Bucky had to find for himself.

"Anything, Stevie, I swear. Anything, please. I'm going crazy here, just use me for something. For christ's sake, you can use me, if you want to. My mouth or my ass. They did."

Steve slid down the wall, unmindful of the glass under him, and joined Bucky on the floor.

"At least they did that much. At least they made use of me. I can't be useless, Stevie, I can't- I can't just be, without a purpose, without- without a-" Bucky tried to gasp through the sobs that never seemed to make it out of his throat and clung to Steve's arms like they were his lifeline. The bruises from his metal hand would probably last for days.

Sometimes, it made Steve feel better to break things. But he doesn't think he knows how to but something back together, let alone someone.

They had good days and bad days.

Some days, he couldn't tell the difference between them.

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Hansel & Gretel (Gen, OC, Dark)

(Anonymous) 2014-10-25 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I swear to God, this didn't start out like this. I wanted to write a long, fluffy, h/c fic. And then this happened.

Unbeta'd, raw, unpleasant, etc.

Hansel & Gretel

The voice came floating out of the intercom speaker. "Gretel ETA in twenty minutes." The older woman in the impeccable suit looked up, then back at the room containing the bait. The Asset had gone rogue and started both reclaiming its so-called identity (really, they thought they'd gotten rid of that decades ago. Bloody techs can't do anything right.) and cutting a wide swath through HYDRA. Leaving only ashes and salted earth in its wake.

And of course, Captain America showed up. Which wasn't much of a change, except that the facilities got blown up a little faster and a few more inept guards ended up dead. The woman frowned to herself as these thoughts rolled through her mind.



"Why.. If you don't mind my asking," She did, but why not. "Why are we letting Cap... er... Gretel just have the Asset?"

Not taking her eyes off the video feed where a STRIKE team was busy wrestling the Asset into a reprogramming chair. Even with half a dozen darts bristling out of its chest, it took four men to force it into the chair long enough for the restraints to kick in. "We're not just 'giving' Gretel the Asset. That would be suspicious and everyone would suspect an ulterior motive."

"But there is-"

She sighed inwardly. Good help was so hard to find these days. Highly recommended, her left foot. "Of course there's a bloody ulterior motive." She snarled. "In the best case scenario, the Asset and the Captain would have destroyed each other, and we would have gone on our merry way with Project Insight. But as both of them are so fantastically, inconveniently alive, we have to try something new. And we can't just wipe the Asset and put it away for while. The Captain knows his One True Love is alive and well, so he's never going to stop looking. Survivor's Guilt and all that. Second chance to save him, redemption for past sins, making up for lost time." A faint snort punctuated that last sentence. "Stuff and nonsense, the lot of it." A faint smile ghosted across her lips. "But useful stuff and nonsense."

".... uhm?"

She sighed again. Whoever'd recommended this one would need severe disciplinary action. Trying to lead her like that. Shameful, really. Things were almost done here, thank God. The breadcrumb trail exquisitely laid, the base staffed with goons of questionable loyalty and effectiveness. Sacrificial lambs to Gretel's anger and adding just the right touch. If Gretel could just walk in and take his Hansel out of the cage, it would be too easy. Appearance is indeed everything, these days.

"Because this way, our little Hansel in there gets to perform one last mission for us. Gretel fights his way through the STRIKE teams, killing most of them in his Roaring Rampage of Revenge and removing some unfortunate personnel from our rosters to boot. He finds his precious Hansel in the chair, screaming his little head off and already thoroughly wiped of anything useful. Gretel gets Hansel out and then the mission begins."

"The Captain will want to continue burning his way through our ranks, but he's a walking mass of neuroses. He can't destroy us and look after the Asset at the same time. Or if he does, his attention will be so divided that he'll be vulnerable and he gets killed during an attack. Either way, we win."

On the screen, the switches have been flipped and the Asset starts screaming around the mouth guard.

"Gretel ETA ten minutes."

"Ma'am, we need to-" The aide is walking back to get the door open and is dropped by a single gunshot to the back of the head. Stepping over the body barely slows her down as she moves out of the facility.

"Clean up all the loose ends, my dear. Including you." She smiles, replacing the handbag in her purse and walking out into the brisk April sunshine. Looking around at the streets of Berlin, she smiles widely and pulls on a pair of sunglasses before vanishing into the foot traffic.

Re: Hansel & Gretel (Gen, OC, Dark)

(Anonymous) 2014-10-26 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
That's actually not that bad a plan, is it?

(Also Gretel, lmao)

Thank you, anon!!

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Steve/Bucky, Steve has a crisis of conscience

(Anonymous) 2014-10-26 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve is a pretty religious guy, all in all, so if he starts spending more time in church that is usual (Bucky dutifully observes the Sunday mass and celebrates major holidays with enthusiasm, but not much more) no one really minds. Until it's obvious he's desperately trying to atone for something that's eating him up inside.

Now, I'd be delighted if the Avengers thought he was discovering (his) homosexuality and is conflicted about it (because I never get tired of people assuming Steve is repressed when he's actually comfortable with his bisexuality), but this step can be skipped. What I want is for someone to confront him eventually and discover that Steve feels the crushing guilt of being thankful for what happened to Bucky. And it kills him, because he wouldn't wish Bucky's fate on Red Skull, and here he is waking up every morning with a smile on his face because his beloved Bucky was unwillingly subjected to a fate worse than death which landed him on Steve's doorstep in the future. Because Steve figures he would have landed the plane in the ice had Bucky lived, anyway, and this way Bucky is there with him, instead of rolling in a reasonably fresh grave (Steve's first thought upon waking in the 21st century was that Bucky must be rolling in his grave).

Bonus: Bucky is confronted with Steve's guilt.

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616 Bucky/Nick Fury daddy kink and spanking

(Anonymous) 2014-10-27 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
I specified comics since we don't know if they've ever met in the MCU or what that'll be like when they do but if you want to do movieverse instead that's okay too.

What it says in the subject line. Bucky is a brat who wants attention from an older man and he'll take it however he can get it.

Nothing complicated, I just want some quick awesome porn.

Steve/Bucky- Inglourious Basterds cross over

(Anonymous) 2014-10-27 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve and Bucky ER, the Howling Commandos meet the Inglorious Basterds. Bonus points if Lt. Aldo knew Steve pre-serum and recognizes him now as Captain America. Some slash between the Basterds is cool too, Hugo Stiglitz/Archie Hicox is my jam but any others is fine too.

Steve/Bucky, surviving poverty

(Anonymous) 2014-10-27 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd love to see a story where Steve/Bucky are living in poverty just before/after Steve's mother dies and they have to really fight to survive a particularly long, harsh winter during which they get sick, scavenge for food, do what they can to keep warm (sharing body heat, sex)...all that kind of stuff. I just want to see really caring for one another, and how their relationship grows stronger and turns from platonic-like-brothers to romantic love.

I don;t know if any fic like this already exists but I'd be delighted to see someone tackle this prompt.

Re: Steve/Bucky, surviving poverty

(Anonymous) 2014-10-27 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw yes! I think I've read one or two relevant fics over on AO3, but don't remember enough to find them again. Maybe someone else?

Anyway, would read the hell out of a fill! <3

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Gen or any combo of Steve/Bucky/Sam/Nat, Bucky thinks Steve & Nat were SHIELD's "assets"

(Anonymous) 2014-10-28 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow, in the aftermath of Cap 2, Bucky gets the idea that SHIELD, rather than being a sometimes morally ambiguous but well-intentioned organization with a mole problem, was more like the Villain With Good Publicity counterpart/rival of HYDRA. And he thinks that Steve and Natasha were the counterparts of the Winter Soldier - just kept on a longer leash and kept in line with misinformation and manipulation rather than brute mental and physical control. Of course, Steve and Natasha still seem to be in denial about this, but Bucky understands. Sam told Bucky all about Stockholm Syndrome and traumatic bonding when Bucky was trying to process what HYDRA did to him.

I'm okay with this being played for comedy or drama.

SteveBucky, established relationship, past forced orgasms, Bucky's scared of sexual pleasure

(Anonymous) 2014-10-28 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
When Bucky was sexually abused, the goal was humiliation more than pain, and his captors forced him to get off on it. This was one of the worst possible things they could have done to him; he felt complicit in his own dehumanization and torture and deeply ashamed of himself. (Bonus points if there's a little internalized homophobia in there too.)

Now, he and Steve are together again, and they're safe, and Bucky's recovering. He's got his memories back, and he and Steve have resumed their relationship. Little things like clothed cuddling and light kissing are something he genuinely enjoys without fear, and touching and exploring Steve's body, even getting him off, feels safe. But Steve touching him in a sexual situation/manner (even just touching Bucky's hair during a blowjob) scares him; if hands go under his clothes or his clothes come off he gets skittish and frightened and withdraws. Bucky won't touch HIMSELF, either; it's harsh and overstimulating and triggering, and he's afraid of the sensations of being naked, air against his skin, stranger's eyes SEEING every terrible part of him, being turned on and touched and coming--because he associates them so deeply with absolute shame and terror. Not only does he not masturbate but he barely takes his clothes off or puts hands on himself between his neck and knees even to shower or use the bathroom.

I'd really like a fic about Bucky overcoming it, slow and steady, just working up to it because they've got all the time in the world now. He sets the pace, and Steve is there every step of the way, because if there's anything stronger than the way he associates sex with fear it's the way Steve gives him a bone-deep sense of safety.

A couple of scene ideas:

*Steve doesn't understand why he seems perfectly okay to do some things and not others, and Bucky has to explain in halting stops and starts, terrified the entire time Steve will be as disgusted with him as he is with himself. Steve holds him during or after.
*Bucky normally wears layers and layers to form a barrier between the world and his body. Gradually he starts shedding them, losing piece (Steve's never wearing more than Bucky is.) by piece until they do their normal light cuddling without clothes at all. Sometimes that's easier if the lights are off or dimmed.
*Steve and Bucky on a couch or bed, side by side, just exploring their own bodies. They don't come the first few times, probably don't even touch each other, but Bucky finds touching himself less scary if Steve is there. Maybe he starts just watching Steve pleasure himself, and eventually starts mirroring the actions Steve takes on himself.
*Frottage/dry-humping may be easier even than masturbation at first, because Steve's hands can stay above Bucky's waist. Hands pulling on his cock is triggering.
*Lots of sensual/sexual touching that is the goal in and of itself, without being too focused on orgasms
*Steve holds him through orgasms and Bucky's surprised to find they can feel pleasant and safe instead of frightening.

(A note about the sexual abuse: I would request that it happen while Bucky still has his memories; I don't believe Hydra would have the Winter Soldier enough humanity to feel that deep shame, or if they did, he wouldn't understand it.)

Re: SteveBucky, established relationship, past forced orgasms, Bucky's scared of sexual pleasure

(Anonymous) 2014-10-28 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd love to see this written!

Steve/Bucky, Loveless AU

(Anonymous) 2014-10-28 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
Context! Loveless is a manga where it's canon that all people are born with cat ears and a tail, but lose them when they lose their virginity.

Of course, I want an AU where Bucky's lost his already before the war and Steve still has them when he's in his 90's. So post-WS and recovered Bucky sets out to finally pop Steve's cherry.

Fearless [fill]

(Anonymous) 2014-12-11 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
They knew they were each other's half before either reveled their true name. It was written out in elegant cursive, right over their hearts: Fearless.

Steve's has stuck out on his body like a sore thumb, dark pigment a sharp contrast against far too skinny and pale white. He always joked that it was ironic he was the fighter instead of Bucky, but the larger of the two knew Steve was always the stronger of the two of them.

When Bucky has lost his ears when he had turned sixteen ( It wasn't like anything you ever felt, Stevie; pure bliss. And the girl had the longest legs you could think of--), Steve had given him a look that edged on amusement and betrayal. He had smiled, tight lipped and showing a little too much teeth, and congratulated him before telling him to get back to studying.

And when the war came and Steve was too sick to come and they had given Bucky a blank fighter, that expression came back before Steve shook his head and told him "Don't win the war till I get there."

Bucky felt the tug of his fighter across the sea even when he and the blank one got along well and fought well together. He ignored the itch over his heart, his true name burning on his skin as he though of Steve, name standing out against milk white skin and the golden ears till perched perfectly on his head.

When they were captured, Bucky fought against the torture, howling with pain when they killed his replacement fighter (but the bond was weak, and he thanked whatever god was listening that Steve was at home, far away from this hell).

He blacked out, insides burning as they pulled the intestines from the blank fighter; when he came to, he realized he was murmuring his rank, name, and social, but couldn't keep his mouth from moving. It went on for three days until Steve, decked out in a ridiculous blue and red outfit and being far too big than Bucky remembered. "I were smaller?" Bucky murmured, confused and elated and so so mad.

He wanted to scream to Steve that he wasn't supposed to be here, that he needed to be protected (but wasn't it the fighter who protected the sacrifice?) The words stuck in his throat, though, and there was no time to mother and worry.

And then he fell.

The next 70 years became a smudge of red against grey, The Winter Soldier became one of the most feared assassins among those who knew about him. He was a ghost with no true name, no other half.

"Who the hell is Bucky?"

He didn't know who he was fully, though snatches of memory caught on the ragged corners of his mind. He pulled his mission (hisStevehisfighterFEARLESS) from the water and waited until he saw the other man's chest moving. He pulled away his hand, not realizing he had been stroking the other man's ears.

He had disappeared, knowing that Steve would attempt to locate him, but he wasn't Bucky anymore. Memories came, at first, in bits and pieces until one particularly bad dream set off a flood gate, leaving him breathless and sobbing on the floor of a cheap motel.

He returned to New York, breaking easily into Stark Tower and waiting in the room he quickly determined to be Steve's. His heart sang with the need to be close to his other half, the metal of his hand clenched and unclenched around the stiffly starched bed spread.

He waited.

Steve was noisy when he entered his room, not expecting anyone to be sitting his bed. Bucky stared at him until clearing his throat, watching with some satisfaction that Steve didn't jump as badly as he was expecting him to. "B-Bucky?" He breathed, hand paused in going for the shield, ears flattened back and tail fluffed slightly.

Bucky took a few seconds to answer, releasing a long and tired sigh before smiling crookedly. "It's me, Stevie...'m back."

((Smut will be done sometime tomorrow; way too tired to write more, but I love this universe and had to give a little background))

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Steve/Skrull Steve, noncon

(Anonymous) 2014-10-29 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
I don't care what unholy mashup of canons you have to do or what flimsy excuses you have to come up with, I just have a shameful need for MCU Steve Rogers getting viciously raped by his own Skrull doppelganger.

Bonus if real!Steve is all naked and grimy and bloodied in a cell somewhere and Skrull!Steve is in full Captain America uniform.

Re: Steve/Skrull Steve, noncon

(Anonymous) 2015-01-26 04:12 am (UTC)(link)

SteveBucky, established relationship, rescue fic

(Anonymous) 2014-10-30 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
Good old-fashioned rescue & recovery fic, please! I see it a lot in the SPN fandom, but not as much here, perhaps because so far it has sorta happened twice in canon.

1. Victim gets kidnapped. Horrible, unspeakable things happen. Victim loses all hope.
2. RESCUE. Rescuer comes in like a Big Damn Hero, gathers up Victim, takes them away from this terrible place.
3. Physical ailments are seen to. Victim has a safe place to fall apart, so they do. There's nightmares and flashbacks but also lots of cuddling and reassurances of safety from Rescuer as they lovingly put them back together. Possibly they're a little clingy.

I don't mind who is in which role! Just please be set after the hypthetical post-TWS SteveBucky reunion.

Bucky/Skinny bartender

(Anonymous) 2014-11-02 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Something based on this tumblr meme:

"Fun fact! The indignant English bartender in this scene is the same actor who played tiny Steve.
Fun fact! After seeing Steve gazing longingly at Peggy, Bucky waited for Steve to leave his side then prepositioned the indignant English bartender for a night of angst-ridden lookalike sex.
#well he attempted sex but just ended up holding the guy and crying for half the night)"

Can be angsty and sad or funny/cracky, either way I am intrigued by this.

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(Anonymous) 2014-11-03 01:02 am (UTC)(link)

*cries forever and always*

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