Steve never told anyone, but he knows he wasn't just sleeping while he was frozen. He died. He must have. He knows this because he had been blessed enough to have been given his own personal heaven with Bucky.
And he's never told anyone exactly how much he hates them - all the doctors and scientists and people of SHIELD and even all the people in this damnable future - for taking that away from him. His only solace was that he knew he would die again someday and get back to Bucky.
And if he tried to speed that event along...well, that's no matter.
The Soldier's never told any of the technicians or handlers, but he's always welcomed the cryo freeze. He's never told any of them about the dreams.
He dreams about a man who's bright and warm, who makes him act differently. Who makes him act human. In his dreams, he says and does things, with no idea why. He has memories of things he doesn't truly remember happening.
They take the dreams away from him with every wipe, but the cold gives them back.
Steve and Bucky (gen or slash) - mental connection, TW: slightly suicidal thoughts
And he's never told anyone exactly how much he hates them - all the doctors and scientists and people of SHIELD and even all the people in this damnable future - for taking that away from him. His only solace was that he knew he would die again someday and get back to Bucky.
And if he tried to speed that event along...well, that's no matter.
The Soldier's never told any of the technicians or handlers, but he's always welcomed the cryo freeze. He's never told any of them about the dreams.
He dreams about a man who's bright and warm, who makes him act differently. Who makes him act human. In his dreams, he says and does things, with no idea why. He has memories of things he doesn't truly remember happening.
They take the dreams away from him with every wipe, but the cold gives them back.
And then...