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Prompt Post 1

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At least one of the characters in your prompt must have been in Captain America: The First Avenger or Captain America: The Winter Soldier.

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Steve/Bucky, the reason Bucky rescued Steve from the Potomac

(Anonymous) 2014-05-31 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
wasn't because Bucky was remembering Steve or breaking through his programming. It was because all he knows is extreme cruelty from Pierce/Rumlow/etc., and he reacted to the small bit of kindness Steve showed him like an abused dog.
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Fill: gen, mentions of violence/brainwashing/torture

[personal profile] tigriswolf 2014-06-18 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)

So, this is a bit abstract, I think, with a very unreliable narrator who has no fucking clue what is going on inside his head or outside it, so, there's that.

515 words, gen, PG/13

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There is nothing inside the asset but falling snow. He remembers it from a mission – so long ago. One of the few things to stay with him, through the sleeps. He remembers the snow, how gentle it was, how cold. Not cold like when they force him to sleep, or what’s left after the machine takes him. This cold was… quiet. Soft.

He does not remember what the mission was, only the snow as it fell on him on his way back to his handlers. He left red footprints in his wake, but the snow covered them.

As he watches the target (the mission) fall, he remembers the snow. He remembers his handlers, his masters, the man – he remembers.

The mission has fallen into the river. The mission is sinking. Either unconscious or too injured to swim.

Inside him, there is snow. There is snow falling. He does not know who James Buchanan Barnes is. He does not care who James Buchanan Barnes is. Who Bucky was. But there is snow falling inside him.

The mission has sunk beneath the water, the mission who did not fight, there at the end. Who let his greatest weapon go and looked the asset in the eye, not caring of the – not snow. Blizzard, maybe. The asset struck again and again, but the mission did not –

The mission has fallen into the river, and there is snow falling inside the asset. And he does not know, he has not been told – I knew him, the asset thinks through the snow. No, I did not.

There is snow falling. He lets go of the helicarrier and falls with it. He is badly damaged, but the snow covers the pain and allows him to reach, to grab, to persevere through the water, until he has dragged both himself and the mission to the shore. He does not collapse beside the man because there is – there is snow, and it is so quiet, falling in his mind, through his veins.

His masters’ machine, the one that takes and takes, it will not give him peace, nor will the place where he sleeps.

The mission – coughs, a little, and breathes, on the riverbank. More of the helicarrier and the building explode. The asset is badly damaged, but he will not return to his handlers, to his masters, to the man. No. There is snow falling, and behind it, a wind is sweeping in.

He turns away from the mission because that is no longer his mission. Captain America, Steve Rogers – he is out of the water. He is breathing.

He saved the asset’s life, and did not defend himself when the asset attacked, after. The asset does not know why, or why he pulled him from the water.

He must find shelter. He must rest, attain sustenance. He must decide on what to do.

No more masters. No more machine, no more forced sleep. No more cold save for what is already in him, settled in his veins, covering his bones.

There is snow falling. He walks. There are red footprints behind him.
ohsweetcrepes: THAT WAS SUPER CLASSY BY WHICH I MEAN HOW DARE YOU (Default)

Re: Fill: gen, mentions of violence/brainwashing/torture

[personal profile] ohsweetcrepes 2014-08-31 10:39 am (UTC)(link)
Oh Bucky.
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Re: Fill: gen, mentions of violence/brainwashing/torture

[personal profile] tigriswolf 2014-08-31 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)

Yup. Thanks for reading!

Re: Fill: gen, mentions of violence/brainwashing/torture

(Anonymous) 2015-07-19 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
This was so sweet and hurt so much. Oh, Bucky.
tigriswolf: (muder walk)

Re: Fill: gen, mentions of violence/brainwashing/torture

[personal profile] tigriswolf 2015-07-20 12:49 am (UTC)(link)

Thank you!